There are no more barriers to cross.

All I have in common with the uncontrolable,the insane, the vicious and the evil,
the mayhem I have caused, and my utter indifference tward it;
I have now surpassed

My pain is constant and sharp,
and I do not hope for a better world for anyone.
In fact, I want my pain to be inflicted on others.
I want no one to escape.

But even after admitting this,
there is no catharsis.
My punishment continues to elude me,
and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself.
No new knowledge can be extracted by my telling.

This confession has ment nothing.